Winiary's Journals

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

still 42.

i'm dying, literally

wakacje sa super, ale nie lubie tej rozlaki ze wszystkimi.

umieramumieramumieram.

too lost.

i know it's gonna sound really STUPID...
and i don't know why i'm telling you something like that...
but i want to go to him and scream 'fuck me!'
sex needed.

pink handcuffs.

have you ever been scared that something wrong is going to happen?
and you know, you can't do anything.
cause you can't have an effect on his life, you won't be there, you don't know what will happen.
you don't know anything.

i'm trying to be happy, and don't think about this. i have to wait.
2 weeks.
2 weeks of wasting my time.
i can't trust him. i want to, but not now.

wish me luck.

slowly i'm leaving buzznet.

i got tagged by dear decayedapple.

SHUFFLE 15 RANDOM SONGS:
#1 Ania Dabrowska - W Spodniach czy W Sukience?
#2 Panic At The Disco - Do You Know What I'm Seeing?
#3 Weezer - Island In The Sun
#4 Cool Kids Of Death - Nagle Zapomniec Wszystko
#5 Janelle Monae - Sincerely, Jane
#6 The Academy Is... - Sleeping With Giants (Lifetime)
#7 The Cribs - Men's Needs
#8 Amy Winehouse - Tears Dry On Their Own
#9 Timbaland Ft. Fall Out Boy - One And Only
#10 Ernesta Chohnzoller - There are you are (Club Edit By Zenefan)
#11 Counting Crows - Round Here
#12 Alphabeat - Boyfriend
#13 Duffy - Mercy
#14 Billy Talent - This Suffering
#15 Amy Winehouse - Me & Mr. Jones

NOW ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE SONGS...

What does song #1 remind you of?
'Should I wear dress or jeans?'

Who sings song #2?
One of the sexiest guy in the world - Brendon Urie!

Why do you have song #3 on your music player?
Cause one night Maciek (I'm in love with him xD) sent me link to this song on YouTube, and I can't stop thinking about this night. xD

Does song #4 remind you of anyone? If so, then who and why?
It reminds me of P.E. lessons with Kasia (Unacanella), when we had to run around the school, but we were tired and we walked listening to this song.

When was the first time you heard song #5?
Mmm... About 2 weeks ago?

Do you even like song #6?
Yeah, I really like the lyrics.

Is song #7 one of the songs you like to turn up very loud when you hear it?
No.. noo..

Would you dedicate song #8 to the one you like/love?
No.

What are the first 7 words of song #9?
I have no idea...

*checking*

'I get over heels for someone, I'

What are the last 3 words of song #10?
I don't know the lyrics, and I can't find it anywhre, but it's something like 'hoo heey yeaaah' xD

What is your favorite part of song #11?
I love this song from 0:00 to 5:24 :))

Who told you about song #12?
I found this song by Google. Ohla (http://ohla.buzznet.com) has photo where is her Boyfriend, and caption with this lyrics. I was interested in it, so I was looking for it.

What's one reason you like to listen to song #13?
I quite like the video...

Do you go crazy when you hear song #14 on the radio or anywhere?
Yeah, probably I'd go crazy. But I've never heard it on radio or tv. xD

Could song #15 relate to your life?
Haha, kinda. :D

PART 3: SOUNDTRACK OF A DAY IN YOUR LIFE.
Opening credits. Paramore - That's What You Get
When you wake up and get ready for school. The Strokes - You Only Live Once
When you're on your way to school. MGMT - Electric Feel
When you're in your first class. M.I.A. - Jimmy
Second class. Mika - Love Today
Third class. Klaxons - It's Not Over Yet
Fourth class. Boy Kill Boy - Suzie
Lunchtime. 30STM - Attack
Fifth class. Rihanna - S.OS.
Going home from school. Yelle - Je Veus Te Voir
When you do whatever you do once you get home. The Hoosiers - Worried About Ray
When you go somewhere. Le Tigre - Decpetacon
On your way home from that place. Killerpilze- Ich Kann Auch Ohne Dich
When you eat dinner. The Cure - Lullaby (cos spiderman is having me for dinner tonight xd)
When you're about to go to bed. Nelly Furtado - I'm Like A Bird (xD)
When you're asleep. Blink 182 - I Miss You

I TAG:
Unacanella, Cndy1196, Klaudia23

i got tagged by mychemicallive66

1) How are you at the moment?
quite happy
2) Why?
cos everything is going right
3) give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.
DecayedApple, Unacanella, MonicVanilla, Cndy1196, Ashliliiey
4) Do you like yourself?
YES !
5) What do you like to do in your free time?
listening to music, talking with my friends, being lazy
6) Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to[right now, from that place, are you confident enough //not in future]?
I can do everything what I want to.
7) Do you think fighting make any sense?
No.
8) Was last question clever?
Yep ;))
9) Which places you'd like to visit?
New York, Paris (I miss this town SO much), Jakarta
10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?
Oh, it's hard to choose . . .
11) what's your mobile phone?
Sony Ericsson K550i
12) would you like to have (new) one?
No, I love my little sweet mobile xD
13) Do you like to smile?
Yes, it's one of the best thing in my life ;))
14) write poems?
No . . . only sometimes.
15) eat?
LOVE
16) english?
Yes, and . . . ?
17) french?
Soon.
18) slovene?
Only some words.
19) polish?
About 90 % .
20) sports?
Sex xD jk. I like watching, not doing.
Badminton, volleyball, football, figure skating, skiing, tennis.
21) internet?
Addicted.
22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?
For me it gets better and better. But overall, for world it's getting worse.
23) Are you nervous or calm person?
Nervous.
24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?
We should change. That's all.
25) What's your favourite line in the song?
Only in one song? It's impossible to choose.
26) The cuttest thing you've ever heard?
'You're adorable'
27) Do you love your parents?
Yes. But sometimes we hate each other.
28) What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?
Oh shit. I'd do everything what I've always wanted to do.
29) Do you often think about death?
No, not often.
30) is this the last question?
Mmm, yes. :))

I tag:
MonicVanilla,Cndy1196, Ashliliiey

August 1, 1944

Go, read Warsaw Uprising

all dressed in love

zakochalam sie.
omg.
spotkalam sie z Nim.
i bylo ok.
przynajmniej wedlug mnie.
zdaje sie, ze nie zrobilam z siebie idiotki.
dobrze sie nam rozmawialo.
cos wspominal o kolejnym spotkaniu.
ale sie nie odzywa.
od... 2 dni. xd
powiedzialam Mu, ze jestem bardzo nerwowa.
chyba jednak nie zalapal.
a jesli sie nie odezwie?
O NIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!
wtedy umre.
po raz pierwszy tak mam.
ze potrzebuje z Nim byc.
totalnie mnie zaczarowal.

uhuhuhuhuhuhuh

jesli mnie oleje.
nigdy wiecej nie bedzie ze mna rozmawial.
albo bedzie chcial byc tylko moim kolega.
to bede sie czuc okropnie.
bo zawsze obiecalam sobie, by sie nie angazowac.
by potem nie czuc sie jak ostatni debil.
a kurwa, zawsze jak przychodzi co do czego,
to juz wiesz, ze wszystko o czym wczesniej mowilas
nie ma sensu.
bo i tak zrobisz to co zrobisz
i bedziesz sie sobie tlumaczyc ze swojego zachowania
i usprawiedliwiac.
kurwaaa

who am i in this world?

first:

i am myself
and i'm proud of it.

i don't want help from you, i want to do everything by myself.
being independent is the best thing in my life.

second:

i am the helpful one.
it's inside of me.
it doesn't matter who you are i will always help you. (: i like this feeling.

- this school will die without you
- what?
- you know.. you always help teachers, students.. you do everything what they can't do
- mm. thank you.. but.. i just do what i have to do.
- no.. you're too good for them!
- shut up!

third:

i'm shy.
emotional.
smiling.
charming. (:

my friend said:
you're amazing. you've done loads of stupid things. but i always forgave you, cause you're this kind of person who people love, and it doesn't matter what you do, everybody will forgive you and be with you.

Karolina

50.

I want to say THANK YOU for 50 featured photos.
It's really nice.
I love you guys.